And I am just thrilled. My on-line buddy Poppy (forcingseeds.blogspot.com) is pregnant with a little 6 week baby growing right on track. She conceived by FET, and had a + HPT, followed by great betas. But still I was anxious for her, and for myself.
The cycle that I got pregnant started out with a good beta, with doubling. 324, and 3 days later 1032. A week later I was becoming anxious about my P4 and asked for another blood test, and hey while we're at it another beta as well. That's when I got the bad news, that my beta had only risen 600 points in a week, and my progesterone bottomed-out. I had been so confident and felt so good about the pregnancy, and then ...
So when Poppy became pregnant, and had great betas, I was so excited for her, but also nervous. I realize that I have lost my confidence in pregnancy. When I become pregnant again, I fear that I will be nervous for the whole 1st trimester and miss out on the joy of actually being pregnant.
Thank you Poppy for having a great ultrasound today! It is restoring my confidence.
Today I am grateful for:
* Poppy's little baby -- a miracle!
* keeping a good attitude at work.
What I am doing today to take care of myself:
* Instead of doing paperwork during my lunch break, I took my lunch and my book to the lake for an hour.
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I saw your title and clicked over here to see who is pregnant, and it is me! :) :)
Thanks!
Mr. S is still feeling nervous, but I am feeling happier. I hope your next bfp leads to calm contentment.
I love that you end your blogs with what your grateful for and how you will take care of yourself, I'm sure some days are harder than others to come up with one, but there is always something isn't there?
Today I'm grateful for my two embies that made it to freezing.
I'm going to take care of myself by drinking at least 2 liters of water today.
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