I went and saw my client yesterday. She was doing great and was fine with her birth experience. Seeing her showed me what a dork I am -- worrying about her for days, when she was just fine. I hate that I do that to myself. I know how to interrupt my thoughts, but then that nagging feeling keeps coming back.
Oh, and the part I forgot to mention in my earlier post, is that she was a little pre-term, so I would've been going to the hospital with her just as labor support, not acting as a midwife, and definitely not a homebirth. Which makes it even more ridiculous that I couldn't let it go.
Sigh.
Ok, now I think I can really relax and enjoy my time off.
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At least you can relax now. Enjoy your time off work and RELAX!
Maybe you needed to see her to see yourself. I mean, maybe now you'll trust/be able to let go of your personal expectations of yourself.
Two more weeks of relaxing!
Hi,
I've just found my way to your blog and it looks like we have much in common -- our age and how long we've been trying...I just wanted to say hello.
I'll be back to read more!
Pam
Thanks for visiting wordgirl. I enjoy reading your blog as well. I got the tarot cards from you....I loved them!
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